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I have struggled with my weight all of my life. Ive tried many diets and diet pills...I've tried not eating, laxatives..
I think about my weight all day, everyday. I feel guilty everytime I eat but I cant stop..>Everything got worse once I moved to college and I am on my own. I want to stop eating! I need to stop eating because I am getting so fat.
I am 5'11 and I dont want to weight myself.A few days ago I hit 170! and I cried.
I havent been this big since all of my life. I am so depressed. I seriously feel like S***
Everyday I tell myself: today I will eat less! but I end up eating so much!
This morning I ate cereal, then I ate raisins, orange juice, chinese food (chicken brocolli, egg roll, hot & sour soup), 2 arroz con leche puddings, 1 rasperry acai apple sauce, 1 string cheese from weight watchers....and I am probably going to eat more later because Im always hungry! :'(
i hate how fat im getting. nothing fits!! and next week is spring break and I am NOT going anywhere because I look horribleee!!!!
WHAT CAN I DOO!!!!!!!!!
I'm new here.
Basically been stuck in a binge-eating (and sometimes purging or restricting) cycle for the last 7 months.
Am trying to get healthy now and lose a few pounds without hurting my body.
Wish me luck!
Hope you're all doing ok,
Hi Im new to this group, I was feeling so alone after my last binge so I decided to find somebody to talk to. How do you stop binging why cant I just eat normally like my friends. Eat when im hungry and stop when I'm full. Food is all I think about. I am so embarrassed to have this kind of eating disorder. I read a book called Crave last week and it was so inspirational and for about a week i was eating healthy and exercising but I lost it and I am getting more and more depressed. I just feel like ending it but then again I dont really want to because I dont want to miss out on the good part of life. I just wish I could escape this disease. I feel like I have no will power right now. Food has control over me and I feel like I cant say no. Any one that has any advice please tell me anything. I have no friends, for real. I'm in a long distance relationship across the country. So it's been hard to be alone.